Not yet. He answered.

God have just shown me the world today. Later this morning, I joined a big talent-singer search at a TV station in Quezon City. Actually, it is my final deliberation in being a contender for the competition.

Before entering the audition room (with all the shivers and nerve-wrackin stuffs), I prayed to God, "Am I really for this? Do you want me to go on?" Then I performed in front of the camera, brightly absorbing my being on the stage. I did exactly what the coaches told me, "stand still.... focus... be yourself, let God guide you." Its like being in an abyss-like state. All I am seeing are the lights and the small red thing from the camera. It was perfect. One of the judges even commented that I am almost professional at doing it. My recording was great.

Then the final moment came. The other 5 final auditionees went inside with me in the audition room. Of course, the judges added comments on our performances. good, bad, just okay. First, they thanked us for giving all our best. And undoubtingly, we all have good futures in performing. But sadly, they have to choose only three contenders. Two names went by, then the third.








It wasn't me. I did not here my name. Not a single utterance of it. Echoing or snitch of it.










God answered my question earlier. This is not His plan for me. not yet. Maybe I am into some other time or place.

I left the room believing that it doesn't stop there. That there is something more. But in a much Different package and moment.